…how much of confidence one would need to make a step like the step I am ready to make?
4000 miles and a total new life are alot of changes! But still I would go for. Change all my plans. Just for some feelings. Feelings hidden behind professionnal analyzes. Actually I am glad to allow myself that freedom. More even, someone I value alot in my life -my father- this week told me how unimaginable it was to him to live life the non-career way.
Dad, let me tell you something : in the end I’ll have burned myself more often, but at least those experiences YOU can’t share them. I would so kick the ass out of you professionnally -yes you like a little challenge, don’t you- but I have learned better.
I have been fighting for years now, fighting with myself, to allow feelings, emotions… Now I finally managed that, I am ready to fail… time after time.
Being a professionnal succes has become a minor part of my life now.
I so want to fight for this to become true . Sadly I seem to be the only one.
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1 Avitable // Sep 23, 2006 at 3:16 pm// View all comments by Avitable //
It sounds like it would be a big risk, but it might be worth it. You never know unless you try.