Yesterday I was pissed off. I was majorly pissed off. I took a decision, it was obvious that day would come. No matter how hard I had been trying, I knew it was going to happen.
Today, I am pretty settled about it. I realize what I just lost, a life’s worth work. For years I have been working hard and putting bits on the side. Luxemburg was my own little secret.
I had hoped to come out big one day. But it didn’t happen… yet.
It feels weird to say that with one mail I threw an own house away, without even having bothered about any get something back options. It really feels weird. But honestly I don’t really care. I’ll work hard for at making everything possible again. I can and will do.
But what is even stranger is that other things have happened. It feels like last week was THE week to wipe out of my life. I never knew I really cared that much about people.
Damn, I’m getting old.
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